A Lost Love

There's a pain in my heart that I'm feeling today,
for the love of my life feels further each day.

The sorrow is so much and the pain is so deep,
I've hurt him again, I can't even sleep.

But I now know the problem, the curse of our love,
it was buried inside me, with no sight from above.

And now that I see it, I force it away,
yet I fear that I've lost him, nevermore can I say,

that I love him so deeply and regret all the pain,
and I know it's my fault, no one else can I blame.

And I search for an answer, somewhere above,
and hope he'll forgive me and remember our love.

For I can't live without him and could never move on,
for how can one live when what they live for is gone.

Walls are closing around me, I sink slowly each day,
yet I cling to a hope that seems far away,

that he will return to me and feel my embrace,
I miss him so badly and the beauty of his face,

as he slept there beside me, never knowing the truth,
that I would smile there beside him, and be thankful for the proof,

that someone does care, for I have known this angel,
and I'd softly kiss his cheek, the moment so blissful.
- Steve Stewart.